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My double vision is back. Woke up yesterday and this morning with reall bad double vision across my whole visual field and dizzyness again so no painting today or linoprints. I dont trust my hands. Or my eyes or my mind. I feel like I have taken 1 step forward and 2 back. Stress maybe? Less than a week to go. Its a strange feeling when it affects the way you think. I feel like my head wants to float away but my heavy body is weighing it down, pulling it to the ground. Its strange. Nothing but my own body is causing it. My immune system is destroying my nerves and there pathways. Having no control or even awareness that its happening (until the symptoms appear) is a very difficult thing to deal with.