Update - A small light.

Fuck you FUCK YOU!!!! You know exactly what you doing here and you are playing the game well. Why should I get any help from you? Why should you care if I can't understand. Why should u care? I wish you did. Changing dates and notes doesn't fool me though. Fight? Again. Again again again again. The fact Im coming back, trying again, should show you I want this. But you don't care, why should you. When I have to walk with a stick or roll in a chair, this is when you will help. But it will be too late. I'll be too far. .................................... A small light. I'm hesitant. It wants to help but it's surrounded by you. What should I do? Im going to catch the light. Iv reached out for the light but it's so dark all around. I'm scared to open my hands. Is the light really there?